The mind is my most important ally. As I gain mastery over the instability and self doubt, I gain a sense of peace and "rightness".
Yesterday I had a marathon doctor day. My brother Mark suggested I publish a critique of the various doctor waiting rooms in the area.... I really felt good about my new oncologist and will be beginning treatment on Monday Feb. 5. I will be recieving chemo for 3 days, and have 19 days off. The radiation treatments will start some time next week as well.
I hope everyone can make it on Friday evening for the healing ring of tantra. It is a wonderful and powerful healing circle.
Last evening as I taught class, I felt so grateful for the powerful and healing energy of Kundalini Yoga. I know the yoga is integral to the healing process.
Blessings to everyone!
Dyal Kaur (Martha)
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Sunday, January 28, 2007
January 28, 2007
Tomorrow will mark the one month anniversary of the beginning of this journey of healing. I will be seeing 3 doctors, my onco/radiologist, pulnonary, and oncologist. I do not know when the treatment will begin, but with all your prayers and support, I am ready.
Friday I began to feel a constant pressure in my right side. This morning in meditation I realized that I can ease it with posturing my body. For those of you who attended winter solstice, the kriya with the arms above the head like a crown is the one that seems to do the trick. Send prayers that the airways in my lower Right lung stay open. I believe the pressure I feel is the air not getting into the lung with ease.
This morning I feel a continuing need to surrender. This experience, although frightening and painful, is also filled with awareness of the support and love of all those who pray, strangers and friends, as this process of healing continues to emerge.
Friday the 2nd of February, Gail and several other friends have organized a healing ring of the tantra, which is a really powerful and wonderful meditaion for healing done only on the full and new moon. Everyone is invited, the info is posted on my website at www.yogameister.com and please know you will experience healing for everyone... I hope you can join us for this powerful healing circle.
Friday I began to feel a constant pressure in my right side. This morning in meditation I realized that I can ease it with posturing my body. For those of you who attended winter solstice, the kriya with the arms above the head like a crown is the one that seems to do the trick. Send prayers that the airways in my lower Right lung stay open. I believe the pressure I feel is the air not getting into the lung with ease.
This morning I feel a continuing need to surrender. This experience, although frightening and painful, is also filled with awareness of the support and love of all those who pray, strangers and friends, as this process of healing continues to emerge.
Friday the 2nd of February, Gail and several other friends have organized a healing ring of the tantra, which is a really powerful and wonderful meditaion for healing done only on the full and new moon. Everyone is invited, the info is posted on my website at www.yogameister.com and please know you will experience healing for everyone... I hope you can join us for this powerful healing circle.
Tomorrow will mark the one month anniversary of the beginning of this journey of healing. I will be seeing 3 doctors, my onco/radiologist, pulnonary, and oncologist. I do not know when the treatment will begin, but with all your prayers and support, I am ready.
Friday I began to feel a constant pressure in my right side. This morning in meditation I realized that I can ease it with posturing my body. For those of you who attended winter solstice, the kriya with the arms above the head like a crown is the one that seems to do the trick. Send prayers that the airways in my lower Right lung stay open. I believe the pressure I feel is the air not getting into the lung with ease.
This morning I feel a continuing need to surrender. This experience, although frightening and painful, is also filled with awareness of the support and love of all those who pray, strangers and friends, as this process of healing continues to emerge.
Friday the 2nd of February, Gail and several other friends have organized a healing ring of the tantra, which is a really powerful and wonderful meditaion for healing done only on the full and new moon. Everyone is invited, the info is posted on my website at www.yogameister.com and please know you will experience healing for everyone... I hope you can join us for this powerful healing circle.
Friday I began to feel a constant pressure in my right side. This morning in meditation I realized that I can ease it with posturing my body. For those of you who attended winter solstice, the kriya with the arms above the head like a crown is the one that seems to do the trick. Send prayers that the airways in my lower Right lung stay open. I believe the pressure I feel is the air not getting into the lung with ease.
This morning I feel a continuing need to surrender. This experience, although frightening and painful, is also filled with awareness of the support and love of all those who pray, strangers and friends, as this process of healing continues to emerge.
Friday the 2nd of February, Gail and several other friends have organized a healing ring of the tantra, which is a really powerful and wonderful meditaion for healing done only on the full and new moon. Everyone is invited, the info is posted on my website at www.yogameister.com and please know you will experience healing for everyone... I hope you can join us for this powerful healing circle.
Friday, January 26, 2007
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Today's posting
For all of you who have been praying and sending me your thoughts and love, I am so grateful that words cannot express the depth of my feeling. Thank you so much. I feel such support and love from each of you!
I have made a decision about how to proceed with treatment. I have decided to pursue chemotherapy and radiation therapy. I have appointments with my doctors on Monday. I went to Moffit Cancer Center on Wednesday and felt really comfortable with Dr. Anonia, who has assured me that he will work with my doctors on this side of the bay to oversee my treatment. I am not sure of my start date, so I will let you all know when I know. Please include in your prayers, my husband Steve, who is such a great support and my most valiant cheerleader, and all my doctors...
Bless you all, Martha
I have made a decision about how to proceed with treatment. I have decided to pursue chemotherapy and radiation therapy. I have appointments with my doctors on Monday. I went to Moffit Cancer Center on Wednesday and felt really comfortable with Dr. Anonia, who has assured me that he will work with my doctors on this side of the bay to oversee my treatment. I am not sure of my start date, so I will let you all know when I know. Please include in your prayers, my husband Steve, who is such a great support and my most valiant cheerleader, and all my doctors...
Bless you all, Martha
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