Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Tuesday March13
What is it about having something major go haywire in your life that brings about all the questions and memories? I have been thinking a lot about the idea of karma, and how I have created the cancer, am healing, and never want to have it take hold in my body again. So, what happened? What was it that made the enviromment for the cancer to grow. Scientifically, I know it has to do with certain chemical and genetic factors. I also know that emotionally and spiritually, there has been a disconnect in me. An unwillingness to let go of the past, and embrace myself as a whole and beautiful person. I think we all have memories of being lousy to someone, and we hold onto it. Let it go. There is no blame, we were foolish of ignorant or just plain selfish. We know better now. Each day, each breath is an opportunity to begin anew.. that is why yoga is a practice. I pray I may get it "right". Much love and prayers to all...Dyal Kaur (Martha)
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Martha,
Very interesting thoughts. Your openness as you go through this experience is amazing. It certainly has been provoking many thoughts and feelings both towards you and about myself and my own disconnects. I love what you said today about letting go of the past. Once again, you are healing us all while you are being healed.Given my own health history, I too am praying that I may get it "right". Love, Carolyn
P.S. Yoga class last night was amazingly wonderful for me. I emailed you abot it too.
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