Happy Easter everyone! I am feeling a whole lot better today. Yesterday Steve and I went on a nice walk on Honeymoon Island, and I was able to begin to express some of the dispair and sadness that has taken over my life for the past week. I know it is very important to stay positive and all, but when I had to cancel all my appointments on Thursday because I was just too wiped out, I sort of hit rock bottom. I felt worthless and sick. Luckily I have been able to begin to talk about this awful feeling, because it is shifting. I am not used to the feeling of depression, but here it is... Next week is my last 3 chemos, so today I am thinking positive and looking to the future beyond the treatment. Boy, people are really on target when they say the treatment is worse than the cure.
Please continue to pray for me. I really need it!
Bless you all!
Dyal Kaur (Martha)
Sunday, April 8, 2007
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