I had the MRI of the brain as a follow up to the gamma knife last friday so Tuesday I got the results... The brain tumor is GONE!!!! Yipee. I felt in my heart that it was a non-issue, but it is great to have confirmation of that. Steve and I have decided to take a vacation on Mahalo for the first two weeks of May, which is a lovely time to go Boca Grande. He has been so awsome, and really needs a vacation, and well, you can imagine how nice it will be for me to just veg and not have to worry about treatments.
One of the things that has been really on my mind is the powerful effect of memory. I realized when I was in the depths of things over these past weeks,that memory plays a huge part in how we view ourselves. There is a vibration or a image that is associated with deep memory, and sometimes it is very detrimental to our health. What I am talking about is the sort of thing that happens when we are young, an our parent says something like "You are dumb"... We remember it and if it is not released or transformed it just sits there with this awful message. Well, I dug up some really funky memories, and struggled with them for a few days. The yoga sutra says memory is the retention of experience. I pray I will hold on to the positive and creative experiences of this time in my life and continually let go of all the negative ones. The more we give energy to the negative, the stronger it gets. I am finding this really true of nausea..... UGH.
So, I hope to see everyone who can make it on Saturday for the healing circle at the Yoga Center at 7:00. I promise not to cry for the whole thing this time. I am feeling much better.
Blessings to all... Dyal Kaur
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Dearest Martha,
If we all don't take away the awareness of the remarkable power that we possess within us from having observed your incredible healing experience, than we are not paying attention. You continue to express the pure essence of this, hence your brain being free of the tumor! I know that you are part of an amazing team of healers that you are at the helm of. You lead strong. I hope that I can be part of the healing meditation but am not sure if I will be able to be there-always in spirit. Love and Peace, Lisa
I love ya even if you do cry through the whole thing. Your willingness to do so reveals your beauty.
See you tomorrow, and I am so happy that you are healing.
Martha and Steve:
Yeah, Martha the tumor is gone! Calvin and I are very happy for you both as you continue on this journey of healing. Have a lovely trip on the boat in a beautiful part of the world. Take in the beauty down there and take care.
Jan and Calvin
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