I met with my Oncologist on Tuesday, and told him why I was not terribly excited about more chemo. He was great, told me all about what he wanted to put me on, and accepted my decision to forgo further treatment. He understands this is not a curative path and that I am feeling pretty good and want to have quality of life. I met with hospice today, so all that is taken care of and I am at peace with my decision
I want everyone to know I am not giving up. I accept and pray for a miracle. I know the healing will not come from the chemo or the herbs or the rife or anything external. It will come from God.
I feel strong and healthy. I want my mind to be conscious and aware. This is the next chapter, and it is important that I face it with all my faculties intact....
Blessings to all
Dyal
About Me
- Martha
- I am a healthy, vibrant Kundalini Yoga teacher and healer (LMT) who recieved the diagnosis of Lung Cancer on January 4 of this year. This blog is to let all my freinds, students, clients, family and loved ones keep up with my progress and keep in touch.
8 comments:
Dear Martha
You have been an inspiration and encouragement to so many of us. I am sure you are already aware that you are not alone on your journey. Many of us are traveling with you. Sometimes we walk side by side, and sometimes when the path gets narrow, someone has to take the lead and walk in front of the others. You are doing that for us. You are walking with such grace and beauty and teaching us all about life, love and facing our fears. Thank you. Our bible study continues to pray for a physical miracle for you, but the real miracle has already begun in the many lives you have touched. May God richly bless you.
Sat Nam,
Although I do not write and you may not hear from me.....I keep you close in my heart. I speak about you frequently with my friends and tell them about your magnificant journey and strength.
I wish I could be there with you to see the miracle of your life.
I am with you everyday in spirit.
Always with great respect and admiration.
Love,
Sat-Kaur Khalsa
North Carolina
Martha: You are not alone on this journey...God is walking with you every step along with those of us who love and admire your courage and strength...Love and Big hugs Jan and Calvin
Martha: You are not alone on this journey...God is walking with you every step along with those of us who love and admire your courage and strength...Love and Big hugs Jan and Calvin
Dear Martha,
I wanted you to know that you are on my mind and in my prayers. I know I have not seen you in quite some time but I think of you often. Your energy and love for life and your ability to admire the beauty around you is inspiring. Many people go through life and do not see the real beauty that is around them day to day and you have that ability and inspire others to see the beauty as well. You are loved and thought of often. Love, Destiny
Hi Martha
A day does not go by that I do not think of you and the brief visit my sister and I had with you. You have helped me to understand what is really important in life. We all get so caught up in our daily stress that we can easily forget to just take a moment and breathe and make a heartfelt connection with another person. I too pray for a miricle for you. I believe that there is power in prayer. Thank you for letting me reconnect with you and help me to have gratitude for the beauty around me.
Your crazy friend from the 70's,
Kathy
Martha,
Yesterday I searched for you on 3ho's website and the internet. I did find you but I wasn't sure it was you. Then tonight I opened my acquarian times and there was your beautiful smiling face. I was so sad to learn about your diagnosis. I believe in healing and will send healing energy. I was searching for you because I am attending the Vitality & Stress teacher training in LA. I was looking for someone to share a room with and you came to mind. I knew sharing a room with you would a positive, uplifting experience. This is Hariang Kaur. We stayed at Amrit Nivas together while attending authentic relationships in July 2006. I so enjoyed our time together. Chatting, hot tubing, and meditating. I can still see your face as we started our first day of our 90 day meditation upstairs in a circle of 4. I've never seen or used a blog before so I hope you receive this. I'll be thinking and sending healing thoughts your way. With much love, Hariang Kaur (robin)
Hi.
Martha. I think of you often and hope that you are well. You were always so much help to me and I have always felt like you were a mother to me.
I wish you well.
Dean
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